slept at 2 plus 3 and woke up at 6 plus in the morning just now. i dont know what the hell is wrong with me.. just couldnt get to sleep and ended up throwing the toys down my bed. think i gonna get sleeping pills real soon. hadnt had my lunch yet and dont think i will, due to the lousy meal my maid cooked. spoiled all my appetite..and im having a $@^&*! headache.
im selfish. no matter how hard i tried, im still that. there will be only holding back..and you wont be what you really are. everything is just not i want. its all wrong..although it may all appear to be what i wanted. fuck, i just hate myself.
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