it never was your fault i guess.
i couldn't accept this new you.
or should i say, the change in you.
im not ready to / dont want to. and it scares me waayy too much.
the thought of having to love this new you.
its too much of a risk to take.
i dont want to take this risk.
and im never a risk taker or never will.
my insecurity gets the worse of me.
the friends you are recently with, doesnt exactly spell good influence.
im too scared of all these little things. that i tear everytime i think of it.
trust takes years to build, and seconds to destroy.
im closing my heart here. to you. to anyone.
cause i am too afraid to get my heart shattered again.
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